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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
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5:52 pm - yea, i forgot about this thing.
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Well, I decided to write in here after almost a year. haha.
I'm not sure what to write.. all of you have myspace, so i don't want to repeat myself.
hmm.. it's weird to not be able to "suck it in." my belly just doesn't want to do that.
i hate all of this... but i'm glad that they finally figured out what was wrong with me. Actually, we'll find that out after I get my appendix removed. I'm hoping to feel normal again.
I signed up for classes this week. 3 fashion classes, 1 gov., and 1 mkt class. We'll see how this goes.
As of right now, I will be quitting my job in August. BUT! shhh! no one knows that.
I just need to finish school. It's driving me nuts.. and i hate my job. I never get praise, just yelled at and write ups. Apparently I don't know how to clean a store. I've only worked there 4+ years. grrrrr.
Makes me happy that all this appendicitis and abscess stuff happened. I'm super bored, though.
Sitting around the house 24/7 for a month sucks.
Since I got the tube removed on Tues., I'm allowed to do whatever I want, but I have no money and all my friends work. tough luck.
I have a DR appt on 4/20. YAY! another CAT scan!! That will decide when I will have my appendix removed and when I can go back to work. If this interferes with the Billy Joel concert, I'm going to be UBER pissed!! I paid $200 for 2 tix!!! I will stab someone if I have to miss it! hahaha. yea, I might be serious.
I guess that's about it.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Country!
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| Friday, July 7th, 2006
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2:10 am - ......
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Hi.
life is good again :)
due to all the chaos lately, i was "forced" to apply to a school in MI which happened to be WSU. we'll see how that goes. i just want my life to take off and be sweet again. i need my independence back. living at home with the rents is sweet because it's rent/bill free, but it's not my top choice. it just sucks that moving, for the second time, has been put on hold. i think it's a sign. shan=MI for life. haha.
ooh! 2 of my good pals got engaged this week! crazy and exciting :)
ugh.. i'd like to write more, but i'm exhausted.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
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2:51 am - ouch. my heart hurts.
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so basically everything sucks... and that is no lie.
i'm really stuck.
maybe lulu is right, it should be all about me and my education.. skip guys/relationships.
note to self: listen to ma. sadly, she really is always right.
tomorrow i start my new job. great :(
current mood: not happy
current music: benton falls
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| Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
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3:02 pm - good ol' 6-6-6
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(borrowed from my myspace)
i love the fact that soooo many parents are going to be all stressed cuz their child/ren were born today. hahahaha.
i suppose i'm going to be a rebel and see that darn omen movie tomorrow.
so i've been really into learning about explorers such as ferninand magellan, leif eriksson, etc... sooooo interesting :) and i'm also really into the streets new album :) how i heart that guy. his life is soo fucking crazy, it's amazing.
my ear is killing me.. i want to chop it off van gogh style, minus the whole sending it to a prostitute... kind of awkward if you ask me... awesome for him, he made a few cool self-portraits, but i'm not into that whole thing.. i enjoy having 2 ears.
welp, good day all.
current mood: ouchie
current music: The Streets!
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| Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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1:36 am
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hmm.. it's been quite sometime. i read everyone elses journals, but i never post.
same ol', same ol' has been going down... the neverending roller coaster called life.
i'm debating on whether or not to move to AZ. i want too, but at the same time i'm honestly scared. i'm pretty much lost in life. what a surprise. i know what needs to be done and i'm working on it, just really slowly.
money is such a bummer, but who wasn't already aware of that?
went to a tigers game on thurs with mickey. what a great fuckin' time :) i wish the bf was into sports, but o well.. going to events like the such are better with pals.
hmm.. i saw a guy shooting up in an alley last week. hahahha. good times. i blame that on my obsession with fire escapes. i'm just a tad fascinated by them :)
cinco de mayo was spent in mexicantown, of course! that was a blast. candice, lil sister, and i cruised down vernor in overheatin' shirley for a couple hours. then rocked out to bsb on the way home. :) nothings quite like that :)
cmu was quite fun last weekend. it was good to see the roommates :) they may have drove me nuts every-so-often, but they're nice guys. it was good to see everyone else as well. now if i could only remember to pay that damn party fine. geesh.
so things are good, just trying to find somewhere to continue my lovely education is a bummer. here, or az. :( we'll see.
current mood: sleepy
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| Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
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1:09 pm - way to be, douche bag.
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i love getting random lame comments to my posts.
FYI, the use of the word "guys" is inaccurate. do your research.
"insults" don't have the same effect if they aren't true. :)
grow up.
thank you much :)
anywho.
dropped nb off at the airport this morning :( bummer. i miss the boy already :( 2 weeks is a long time. at least to me it is.
tonight is 40 night in a parking lot. woohoo!! ...this should be entertaining.
things are good... i just wish i knew where i was going to end up.
current mood:  sad
current music: NIN
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| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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12:01 pm - boys have cooties
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Am i jumping into something i shouldn't?
feelings scare me. i'm totally all about nb, it's awesome, but it's still scary. i just don't want all the shit that happened with db to repeat. i don't want to feel like that ever again. i like nb soo much and it just seems too much too soon... but i'm totally content about it. my head is filled with "what if's." like i said, i don't need a repeat. They're two totally different people tho. nb is basically everything i want in a guy. i'm really happy. i guess that's all that matters.
things are kind of good all the way around.
i'm about to get a promotion at work :) that's like the greatest thing ever.
i'm on such a high... i'm just waiting for my bubble to be popped.
current mood: cheerful
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| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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8:46 pm - hi friends
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things have been really unexpected lately. in a good way.
i got a new tattoo on my foot. just 3 black outlined stars. i haven't decided if i want them to be colored or if i should get something added to them. we'll see.
i've been hanging out with this awesome boy. it's kind of exciting. haha.
things are looking up.
well, other than one of my jobs. i def. get paid lima beans/hr. :'( i guess it's gonna have to do until i find something else.
had some sushi yesterday! yum. i could live off that stuff.
nada surf is coming in concert in like 1.5 weeks! i'm stoked. hopefully i end up finding someone to go with.
db called me last night crying. what am i supposed to do? i'm done feeling/being treated like crap. i really wonder why i stuck around soo long. friends, alcohol, other girls were always, and will always be, more important than me. our relationship lacked in soooo many areas... mostly on his part. i'm looking to be HAPPY with someone, not miserable.
i guess its a good thing i have somewhat found a good guy :) i was already informed by one of his friends that "he isn't a douchebag" hehehe :) it's really crazy to think we both thought the same thing of each for years. look what working at the mall for a million years does to ya. you see various people around and sometimes you think they're cute, but thats about it. so it's kind of weird we chat now. :)
things are finally falling into place. and i like that.
current mood: tired
current music: nada surf
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| Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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1:32 am - i hate life :)
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everything basically sucks.
i hate job #2.
job #1 gives me shit for hours.
living with the parents is almost as bad as being in mt.p. minus the loudness.
DB is ridiculous. i think i'm done with that chapter of my life.
i feel behind in life.
majority of my friends are engaged, married, have houses, and/or have kids.
not that i want kids anytime soon.
idk, i just feel like i'm missing something right now, and thats why i'm not happy.
i miss one of my pals from school. it's my fault why we don't talk anymore.
i love my friends though. they're super.
maybe i'm just having a bad day.
i'm angry about something. i'm just not sure what.
i think it's work.
it's def. bringing me down.
lol.
i need a new job. any ideas?
i feel sick. denny's poisoned me.
woohoo i work in 4.5 hours.
current mood:  blah
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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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7:47 pm - sick as hell
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:(
being sick sucks. especially since tomorrow is my first day at a new job. GRR!! i was thinking that i should get drunk, puke, and maybe i'll feel better tomorrow... i am going to the bar tonite anyways! But i probably won't. 8 a.m. comes around tooo early.
i had a new found passion for Zelda. on gameboy, of course.
things are going good :) making money, paying bills, hanging with pals :) All that's missing is me working out.
I'm really excited about finally getting my hair dyed on weds :) woohoo. then i can finally where this shit straight w/o looking stupid.
current mood:  sick
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| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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2:10 am - I need to be in shopping rehab
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showed up 2hrs late to work today... thought i started at 7, def. started at 5. i was basically embarassed.
Tomorrow starts my "big kid" job. woohoo $10/hr! in your face bitches!
I spent sooooooo much money today! well, spent soo much credit today. opened a c.c. at express. i'm going to cut the card up as soon as i get it! the last thing i need is another cc! at least i have amazing credit, as of now.
met up with andrea at Kohl's. walked around there for a bit and chatted. They have the cutest purses there, for anyone who cares :) cute shoes too. a tad pricey, but still cute!
met ang, erin, jeff, and someone else who i never got a name, up at denny's :) yum nachos!
erin is fun to make fun of!
sausage fingers!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahaha
gary made me mad today. when he got home i was down here. i went upstairs and said "i've got dibs on shower" and i went up-upstairs to one of my bedrooms to get some clean clothes. while i am in my room, he comes upstairs and gets in the shower. WTF. bah. 'here we go', was all i was thinking.
so let me know if i'm welcome to stay at your house every-once-in-a-while :) cuz i will not be able to live here for 6.5 months without an arguement or getting kicked out.
bedtime! gotta be up at like 6 :(
current mood: sleepy
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| Monday, December 12th, 2005
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11:51 am - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Welp, i finished my first exam in 15 minutes :) sweet.
i remembered why i dislike girls yesterday. Stupid females, i swear! Always WANTing drama/conflict. I'm glad i'm not the one going through all that mess, but it is a good friend of mine who is. i feel bad for her. i hate that bad things happen to good people :(
the boy tried to tell me i'm jealous. lol. i can't be jealous of anything that isn't up to my standards. sorry. Besides, why would i waste my time wallowing in jealousy.. seems mighty stupid to me.
geesh, lol. people make me crazy.
gosh, i'm sleepy.
one more final today! i have to do extremely well so i can at least get a C+ in the class, lol. i only care about getting a C. I don't care too much about oceanography when i live in the midwest. true, it does effect us, but it's not like i can drive 5 miles and lay out on a beach. :)
current mood: tired
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| Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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8:00 pm - hung up
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This week has sucked balls.
Chris called me today :) he's the guy from Brooks Institute in Santa Barbara. God! i just want to drop out of central and go there now!! i need to put "my" money to a worthy cause. uh!! i don't want to wait until July to be there!! and i don't want to just take one class when i'm there!! i wish i wasn't soo poor.
man o man.. i need to shower. lol. that sounds like i haven't showered in a while, but i have! i promise!
one more week of classes!!
hmm.. today has been one of the better days this week. that's a good thing.
i'm all stressed, depressed, and just going out of my mind this week.
i always wake up happy.. kind of weird.
welp, time to shower/eat/maybe go to circuit city and max. out my cc on crazy shizz there.
:)
current mood:  hungry
current music: 3eb
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| Monday, November 28th, 2005
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4:34 pm - long time no chat.
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don't have much to say tho.
same ol, same ol. i have a lot of days off from work this week! but you know what that means... lots of homework. i have a feeling next semester is going to be the same.
This weekend was fun... other than the near death experience. Big ups to mother nature on that one.
EWWW my room has a nice funk to it. (i just spilled something)
went to the bar last night instead of coming back here. Erin and Ang rock my world!!! i love having crazy friends. Met my neighbor of 4 maybe 5 yrs there. Kinda weird how last night was the first time we've ever talked. He's a cool kid.
friday rocked tho :) I was in a bad mood because i make bad decisions, but brian took me out for my birthday and i had a fab time :) I recommend everyone to go to Oslo's downtown (detroit, that is) eat some sushi and party it up in the basement there.
saturday was canada. i wasn't really feelin' it. There was an over abundance of creepy/stupid guys at the second bar and all the guys looked the same at the first. sequential order, whatever. i still had a good time :) i don't think i've really had a full out bad night in canada... don't really want to know if that's possible.
graffiti project is coming along nicely.
i've chatted it up with the admissions guy to the school in cali i should be attending this summer :) i'm, if you will, stoked :) surprisingly, to get into the school, you just have to have a good gpa and really have the want to be a photographer :) check, check.
i don't think i hate the sperm donor any longer. Now I just feel sorry for him. honestly, i'd rather not talk to him... but seeing him makes me really think about my future and what i have to do. men... psshh.
sheesh, becoming a nun looks better and better everyday... true, no sex, but there will be no drama 'cause we all know sex brings drama... unless you're a whore. hahaha. sorry.
okay, guess i had more to say than i thought.
current mood:  busy
current music: nada
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| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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12:38 am - Hi life, you can stop sucking now... it'd be a touch of rad.
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I think i have a problem with "letting people in"
i was on top of of the world a month ago...
current mood: sleepy
current music: Thursday
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| Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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12:20 pm - Does it taste like carrot?
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welp, friday was sweet. Canada w/ Carissa, Shannon,-- Keith, Paul, and a couple of their friends :)
i got a lap dance from a uber hott stripper :) lol
it was a crazy/fun-filled night!
yesterday, hung out with the mother mostly. Rob came over to chat and tell me he's having a baby! WTF?!?!?! ugh, i hate life. lol. He took me to his new place so i could check it out.
after lots of hanging out with ma and dinner at la shish :), i head out to the royal oak area to hang out with keith, paul, and ryan. good times.
today i'm "supposed" to do my project... probably not though. geesh. then go home.
current mood: sleepy
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| Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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12:40 am - Happy yesterday-ish Birthday Liz!
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I'm having a "i hate everything" WEEK. I'm on the verge of a breakdown.. grr.
bad things:
-lost my wallet
-owe jamestown $300
-the lab was closed 2 days in a row aka can't do my photo project
-no one would cover me at work for an extra 30 mins or let me leave early (someone else was) so i could do my homework.
-i did really bad on my jrn220 test... i was just too stressed to take it. i shouldve waited until tomorrow
good things:
-i got 3 A papers turned back to me yesterday! waahoo.
yep. bad def. outweighs the good :(
I can't wait until Thursday!! Thursday= ma's house for the weekend!! Saturday is mine, liz, jenn, and shannon's bday party in Canada. I'm hoping this weekend turns out fab.
This past weekend: Saturday was great other than losing my wallet. Sunday started off well and then turned shitty in a blink of an eye. i'll never learn... but at least I know that.
wow. how is it almost 1 a.m. already?! uh! and i still need to bathe :(
i need a hug.
and a million dollars ;)
current mood: i hate everything
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| Friday, October 28th, 2005
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10:54 pm - Happy birthday Whopper!!
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When is it MY turn goddammit?!
hmm...
last night was intersante. i like to lie down when i'm on the phone. not such a good idea last night.. def. didn't get back up = i ended up passing out. And whose bright idea was it to play half cup flip cup? o geesh?! i think it was mine... twice. but the 40 was delish!
lost my cell phone... so when i woke up around 7:30, i was all afraid i was going to miss class and possibly work. thankfully, i woke up on time on my own, but josh also made sure i was up (i left a note in the potty for someone to wake me)
woke up this morning still feeling it. went to class. ate lunch. went to work 2-10. there's a new boy. he's a cool cat. even though he attempted to take me out with his elbow... just so happens his elbow is at my eye level. lol
now i'm tired as fuck. i think i'm just going to stay in. tomorrow = tailgating :) / nap/ radio station.
mama called me today. "Shannon, this is your grandma. I haven't seen or heard from you in months. you know the holidays are coming up right? well, the holidays aren't going to be to great for you if you don't come around soon!" haha i love her! it's true though. But these days i'm actually not being selfish.. i really am busy from the time i wake up, until the time i go to bed :( geesh, i suck.
one week until my bday party :) woohoo!! haha even though my bday is still a month away. NOVEMBER 29, bitches. actually, please do not remember... i don't want people knowing im going to be 20.. 20=OLD! bah!
angela, are you out there?
current mood: sleepy
current music: coheed
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| Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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3:13 am - Happy Bday Tracy!!
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man o man.
people annoy me.
"i love ho's"-bhb
..greatest line in a song EVER!
well other than "have another drink and drive yourself home..." you should know how that one ends ::evil laugh:: i guess that whole bit isn't actually a line, it's sort of a paragraph. fuck off.
yesterday was a bad day... thank you satchel o douche!
Candice apparently got her license! (5 fuckin years later!!) hehe ;) love you!!/miss you!! come visit! :) i hope u called Lulu!!! she'll probably give u like $20 as a gift lol
talked to tommy wommy on the phone tonite for over an hour :) i miss him. it sucks he won't be here for shan's wedding... who the fuck is going to be my date now?! BUT he is going to get me something rad from japan :) that's neato!
the number tom called me from rocked! it started off '191' lol i was almost afraid to answer.
i hate that all my days run together.
i hate that 'birds of a feather flock together.' damn that saying, because it's sooo true.
i hate oceanography.
i hate that i "have it all," yet i have nothing.
i love this pic i have of lulu in her wedding dress (1973) :) she's soo beautiful... wtf happened to me? :-/ my lil cousin looks just like her mom in this pic, but with brown hair... it's crazy.
happy birthday tracy! i miss you! where the FUCK have you been lately?! sheesh!
current mood: blah
current music: the arcade fire
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| Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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8:30 pm - holy holy
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The party last night turned out to be a huge success!! i had a grand time :) the cops came tho lol state cops lol. o geesh! but we're cool aka not getting in any trouble. keith is a dumbfuck tho... who talks to the cops for 15 mins after they tell u that you're not getting in any trouble?! lol geesh! uber stellar! hehe.
i think steve got a mip... not positive tho.
today= everyone here including our guests that came from home to party, were hungover. keith more than anyone. poor chap has been puking all day. lol
the girl i work with at the radio station came, which was really sweet. i didn't think she was going to.
returned bottles today and got a whopping 13.30!! woohoo gas money! lol.
found out the truth about o boy. i knew that was what happened... it's impossible to lie to me, but i can't really call someones parent out on a lie... thats kind of rude. i knew something was fo sho up when i didnt get a phone call sunday (last).
time to head out... gonna go with mel l and bReal to a movie.
current mood:  hyper
current music: circa survive
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